Worst Day Of My Life - Cal Scruby

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I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
I'm tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah

Why can't I get out of my bed?
Thoughts I can’t get out of my head
Got blacked out, maxed out my credit card
Why can't I get out of my debt?

Chasing the feel-good, feel real good
But then I feel worse, feel better off dead
Red pill, blue pill, one pill, two pill, ope
I just ran out of my meds

My whole life is a mess that I can't clean up
A bully that I can't beat up
Can't slow down though, I gotta speed up
Got a lotta upkeep that I can't keep up
One step forward, two step backward

Everyday's a new disaster
Wonder if I turn the page
Will I get through this chapter?

I've been down this road before
But I don't think I’ve ever been down this low
I've been sad but I don't know why
Think I lost my mind, but I found it though

I just want someone to text me back
Except when then bank say balance low
I just want someone to let me vent
And not judge a motherfucker like a talent show
Maybe I'm over dramatic and all my emotion erratic

I'm prolly just overreacting
But maybe I'm not, maybe the story I tell is supposed to be tragic
If I try to bottle my thoughts
I end up busting the glass or popping a hole in the plastic

I wear my heart on my sleeve
Like I got it sewn in the fabric
I got some bad vibrations (bad vibrations)
I'm tryna stay clean on the low

I know that's high maintenance (that's high maintenance)
I got a lotta reason to go and I might not make it (I might not make it)
I got a lotta days like these and they test my patience
And I can't take it, I can't take it

I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
Tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah

This shit gonna be okay (this shit gonna be okay)
This shit gonna be alright (this shit gonna be alright)
This shit gonna be okay (this shit gonna be okay)
This shit gonna be alright (this shit gonna be alright)

Cal Scruby - Worst Day Of My Life